Change

I had to take care of some things, am back now. The weather is beautiful. Supposed to be 78 today. I was wearing snow boots Monday, am wearing shorts today. Funny how the weather changes so quickly. One day everyting is so gloomy, the next the flowers are blooming. I was like that myself. I was in a slump until I found that I could could make those flowers bloom. I saw that I can take control of my life and I did. Change is a good thing, you just have to figure out how to do it. I changed a lot of things, the biggest change being to be someone that I myself wanted to be. I live my life as I see fit and do things that make me happy. It took me 37 years to live for me and one of the most important things that I did was to knock the wall down that was stopping me from living. I quit worrying about what others thought and gave up on trying to please everyone else and started pleasing myself. I had issues that I no longer have because I tackled them head on and beat them. Don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't conquer your fears...I am a perfect example that you can and it is a tremendous relief.